So how should I start?

There's this amazing thing growing in me right now, and I think we call it, love.

It happens so subtly, so unconsciously, and when I finally found out, it's become a part of me. Well, things might be too early to say for now, but I'm pretty much happy and contented the way it is and is progressing. I would say it is generally a nice fuzzy feeling that I do crave for these days.

Of course, such emotions do come with a mixed feeling of joy and fear.

At times, I wonder if I should just preempt myself that all these might be short-lived and, past experiences have even taught me, that they might just disappear all of a sudden with no rhyme or reason. I guess this is another amazing thing about love - that it opens one up to vulnerability so that we will love and care enough to protect the other person. Question here is, how will I know if I am being vulnerable to the right person?

I'm just glad nevertheless, that I have a big Daddy God who loves me so much to be constantly in control of the matters in my life. Well, He did not promise me that there won't be any hurt involve at the end of the day, but He sure assured me that He will catch me when I fall if I just placed my trust in Him. From the very first step till the very end, I have and will continue to seek His voice, guiding me on as I place my next foot forward.

May God grace me on this. =)

I think I might have accidentally hurt a dear friend.

I wish I have noticed his emotions earlier, perhaps all the misunderstanding would not have taken place. I'm feeling so sorry, and I hope our friendship will resume.

Lord, give me wisdom to handle it!